The national election next year is building up some debates and rifts online of who to support and not. I am honestly sick of it, for none of the confirmed candidates for president seem to be worthy of my vote. Just like the last national elections, I will opt to stay at home. George Carlin was right:
“I don’t vote. Two reasons. First of all it’s meaningless; this country was bought and sold a long time ago. The shit they shovel around every 4 years *pfff* doesn’t mean a fucking thing. Secondly, I believe if you vote, you have no right to complain. People like to twist that around – they say, ‘If you don’t vote, you have no right to complain’, but where’s the logic in that? If you vote and you elect dishonest, incompetent people into office who screw everything up, you are responsible for what they have done. You caused the problem; you voted them in; you have no right to complain. I, on the other hand, who did not vote, who in fact did not even leave the house on election day, am in no way responsible for what these people have done and have every right to complain about the mess you created that I had nothing to do with.”
So yeah, if the next president stills fucks up, don’t blame me for not voting, I have nothing to do with it in the first place. Even if I did participate in this upcoming “elections,” my vote won’t even matter because the rest of the population voted for the usual wrong candidates.
It’s been a while since my last blog post. I promised myself to write consistently however, doing so is just plain difficult because of my laziness and constant procrastination.
One of the things that I’ve been doing lately (although is not necessary and I do it purely for fun and sentimental purposes) is being a deejay again. Yet this time not in an actual radio station, but in the confines of my own home. Internet Radio. A new form of broadcast medium but using the internet. Although broadcasting is live and in real-time, there is a bit of a lag for a few seconds in internet streaming. This is due to the conversion of signals into data and how fast data reaches from one point to another, which relies on the speed of the internet wherever the receiver is.
So it isn’t that glamorous like being an actual radio station deejay. And although the audience can be any person with internet connection all over the globe, there are already lots of online internet radio and some people find the radio just too old school, they would rather download their own songs and listen to their own playlists.
But for the sake of personal enjoyment and reminiscing the past and glorious days of my being a radio station disc jockey, I decided to relive it and perhaps make it a hobby. When I was in high school, I thought being a deejay is the best job in the world and I would do just that for the rest of my life. And when I did become one, it only took seven years to fall out of love from the profession, abhor it and finally quit it. It was amazing to know that there were people listening to the music you play and what you have to say.
My interest in being a deejay began when I saw the movie “Good Morning Vietnam” with the late Robin Williams playing a deejay character for the American GIs during the war in Vietnam. His jokes and antics in the movie as a deejay was hilarious, that it inspired me to be one. Yet I sadly did not develop the quick comedic wit of that character. Then there was another movie based on a real deejay, played by the actual deejay himself, Howard Stern in the movie “Private Parts.” This movie is one my personal favorites in comedy. Below is a clip from it, the “Match Game” one of the funniest parts and I couldn’t stop laughing every time I watch it.
Another movie was “Pump up the Volume” with Christian Slater playing a deejay character who does unauthorized broadcasts from his own illegal make-shift radio station.
As a teenager, these movies gave me the drive to be a radio deejay. I wanted to be funny and more vocal like those characters, however the first and only radio station I worked for didn’t provide enough freedom for me to develop my skills and show. I only hope I would do much better in this online radio deejay hobby.
So as a teenager, I professed to my mother my interest in being a deejay, so she encouraged me to apply at a radio station but I got turned down because I was still in 3rd year high school then. When I graduated from high school, I still wanted to be a deejay and with the help of my grandfather (he wanted me to work while studying college to stay away from drugs), I was able to apply in a radio station being managed by a distant relative (he was a nth degree nephew of my grandpa), luckily got hired and worked for free (under probation) for the first five months, took the KBP exam, and became a fully licensed radio station announcer/deejay for the radio station.
During my stint as a deejay, I was not able to improve my lines and talking points because our radio station was more of a music station, and therefore talk would be considerably less. The station manager made all programming and show decisions, even when I became Radio Program/Production Chief. So my talents and creativity as a deejay deteriorated as well as my interest in it. There would be many times I would just go on board, set a playlist with all songs and commercials ready, then sleep on the job. That’s how bad it became. I ended up hating the job after 7 years because of a bad boss and his poor management.
There’s an upside to it though, because I didn’t have to concentrate my work in developing the radio programs I was handling, I delved into other projects during my free time, such as developing my computer repair and troubleshooting skills, learning computer networking (I was also the designated IT guy), learning photoshop, audio recording, video editing, camera operation and many related aspects. In a way, as I slowly lost my love for being a deejay, I gained from learning a lot of other things. Things that make up for the skills I currently do today.
Before I left for Thailand, my first encounter with internet radio was meeting the guy who ran Radiopilipinas.com. He was into the indie music scene and he was looking for people to fill in as deejays. I planned to produce our own talk/rock music show with Chip and Kym, bought a couple of microphones, headsets and used Chip’s old PC with Cooledit Pro for recording. We tried and fumbled with making the show and its talking points, some of them were pure nonsense. I wanted it to work and perhaps continue doing recording of it through Skype when I went abroad. But like many plans it didn’t push through.
Then years later, Eric, the guy who ran Flipradio.net invited me to be one of their deejays. I was interested however, I didn’t have the equipment and place to do a live broadcast because they also required a video stream of the deejay. I also had internet problems then, so it wasn’t meant to be.
Then recently when I met Chad, who also used to be a radio station deejay back in my hometown Tacloban, during my time and now also living and teaching here in Thailand, he mentioned he started an online radio, but purely audio, and no video stream. He invited me to be a deejay and I gladly took it, provided I would have programming freedom and only do it for three hours late at night during weekends.
This show I started in his online radio station “Smartmuzik.com” runs from 9pm to 12 midnight (GMT +7) and is entitled “The Late Night Weekend Radio Show” and is currently a music show featuring Top40 hits and classic hits. I am currently working on making it a better show and perhaps make so fun segments, but it does require a lot of work and a lot of time. So hopefully, it will get better and gain ground gradually. Maybe start actually doing the thing I wanted to do in the first place.
Everyday when I go to work, all of us foreign teachers are obliged to attend the morning ceremonies in school. Our school has the largest number of students (3500+) in the province and because of that, I decided to take a time lapse video of all of the students gathering for the ceremony and dispersing afterwards. I felt it would be interesting to look at a huge crowd fill an area and disappear in a few seconds.
Diamonds Production LLC used to be one of my biggest clients. Unfortunately they seem to have gone on a hiatus. It is an events production company based in Chicago, Illinois US. I used to have my video creations for them posted here as part of my portfolio, that was before I lost blog posts from a previous incarnation of this blog. So again, here are most of the videos I have produced for them.
September is about to end and for the whole month I have been guilty of procrastinating and taking too much time watching videos and movies. I suddenly became interested in finishing my modules for the AB English Degree course I have enrolled in when I went to the Philippines in June.
Distance Learning is not easy. It is very difficult. What makes it more difficult than studying in an actual school is the discipline one has to instill in oneself to read and read continuously. I should have researched on ways to prep myself for this kind of studying. I should have set a schedule and kept myself busy reading at least one or two lessons a day. I suffer now from cramming all these lessons into my brain. I am afraid of flunking it and do not wish to, for I am paying for this out of my own pocket.
As of now, I have completed only two modules for 4 of my subjects. I have a total of 7 subjects, each with 5 modules, equivalent to 21 units. My wife is pushing me to take the most number of units possible so I can finish the course in a year and a half. It sounded easy at the beginning, but now I realize this is actually more work than those free on-line courses I have taken at Coursera.org. At least with on-line courses, you have to check-in the website at least once a week and the material is mostly on video with additional reading. This distance learning degree course is basically reading a ton of stuff and working your way to finishing it in 5-6 months per term. Much more difficult if you tend to procrastinate and have a lot to do at work.
I procrastinate on purpose sometimes because I feel that I need to let my brain take a break once in a while, otherwise I might overuse and dry up those creative juices, whatever that means.
Anyway, writing this post can be another procrastination from what I should be doing, yet I owe it to myself to write what I feel about this busy life of studying in this lil’ ole blog of mine.
For some reason, in the wee hours of the morning, I felt obliged to write something in this blog. Is it because of the guilt of losing my recent posts? Do I feel some sort of emptiness whenever I take a look at my blog? Maybe so.
Whatever the matter is, I will just have to write something in order to satisfy my mysterious literary urges. I will write and write.
Then I come to a halt… what should I write next? I see the cursor blinking in my screen and characters slowly appearing as I continue typing and as the cursor moves to the right. I am now feeling sleepy. My eyes are drooping with heaviness and I should be going to bed now.
I shall write more, when I come across this blog again.
